It seems that
most if not all of my entries seem to be about sadness, depression, work
issues, relationships…. I went back
through some of them and was disgusted that it never sounded like my life is
ok. Better than it was. Where is the hope?
Unfortunately it
takes doing just that to say, ‘whoa’. Not
sure when or where it came from but I am truly a negative person. And I hate that about myself. So, what I am learning is that awareness
could and should lead to a change. Oh boy. How do I do that?
Let me start
with the positive things in my life ‘today’.
You know, a GRATITUDE list. They
really make us/me look at my life differently.
I have a job.
I so love my
condo. It truly is my soft place to
fall.
I can pay, and
do, my bills.
I have my
health, albeit a few squeeks here and there.
My children/
grandchildren are doing ok.
I am ok without
a man in my life. (huh, who would have
thought that?)
I am sober.
I am not in
debt.
Most of all I
have a relationship with a GOD of my understanding that loves me more than I can
possibly understand. I have learned to rely on His power, no my
own.
Everything else
is gravy.
So, for today,
let me go on record as having a positive post.
Hey I like that.
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