Another huge wave of misery.
Where does this stuff come from? Being completely overwhelmed by an emotion or blindsided by something disconcerting in itself. Wrap it up in a person that can't bounce back quickly and it gets scary... fast.
There is nothing driving this downside. I can manufacture something to make it more plausible, more real that way I won't feel AS crazy when I have to explain.... the why of it all. Cause truth be told.... I have no idea why the lows come. Why the highs don't stay. No idea.
What I do know is when I am ok with me, most things roll off me. But, I'm not there today nor yesterday.
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