Decisions/Decisive/Determined
It seems we never stop making decisions. When to get up, where to eat, what to eat,
where to work, where to live, what to drive………………
I mean this could go on forever……………. What I find, for me,
is some are as simple as a check mark on a school paper. Done!
There are the ones that I know need to be made; but which way to turn,
or go? That would set the decisive mark
a tad lower for me. Honestly, laughing
as I write this….I have pulled up to a drive up to order fast food and have one
thing in mind and when the speaker squaks I say something entirely
different! And then laugh as if to
confirm my decisive or un as the case may be.
As those decisions are made/need to be made I remain determined
to stay true to me. And the story should
end with that. Resolution…… And it isn’t even January 1st. Oh well, I stink at resolutions anyway.
At one time in my life there were very few choices or
decisions that I failed to make. Sometimes
they were bad ones, but I did make them.
I own that. Sometimes those
decisions, while a good intention was in the midst, the choice totally bombed
and most of the time I was left holding the bag, if you will.
I think for me, I have conceded far more with a ‘sorry’ than
I needed too. Years saying that I’m
sorry when if fact many of those sorry’s had absolutely nothing to do with any
ability I had.. I just felt compelled to cover any misery for anyone with that
statement. ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry’. Yeah, ok,
totally ridiculous……………
So, I try to decided
to make a decision and darn determined to stick with that plan.
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